I uploaded a couple pics that I thought were pretty nice.

I'm still not around DA much.

I still love you my darling friends And I'm still around to check out your new deviations and my favorite deviations

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Leaving DA for a while.

This is not where I should be

I'm going back to my videos, and my darling website that I put so much work into.
It was nice being here for a little while, Oh my, now I know where I should be

MY VIDEOS :'( What the hell am I doing here in DA?????



*GONE TO VIDEOS* Friends, e-mail me if you wish to speak! I will come around once in a while to see your deviations!


~Later

Okay, I have had requests to stay, so I will just put up select new deviations. That is all, I won't be commenting or favoriting much.

okay, I was going through my darling 's favorites and came across

O_o and this [link] O_o

no one knows this.... but I have always had a serious liking for my country's natives and Kokoum is FRIGGING HOT in this, I love you Leah! Thanks for faving Kokoum so I could share in the hot goodness. SOOO Amazing, HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLY cow... *drools* OMG, so now I have asked the artist if I can print it out so I can put it on my bedroom wall MWAHAHAHA OMG! Now I am inspired to look for more native photos. Specifically Dene and Cree and Chipaweyan <3 Hot hothothothot..... Woooh.... woooohoooo.

Today is a day off. I went to be so late last night Why am I up early again???? RAWR. Anyway.
omg I'm tired.

WOW, I have this MAJOR hankering to play Donkey Kong 64 O_o I want to play it so bad right now....
Argh, hungry

on another note, I LOVE YOU MASHKA (Avina, who else?)! You are the greatest! I love you dearly! Thank you! You are such support! Yes of course I will be on you about your homework as you are with mine >.< That's what best friends are for darling!

I am going for a while. I've realized I have suffocated the ones I admire most. So I must go. FOR A LONG WHILE, so as not to suffocate them further. I feel really dumb now, I didn't mean to be overwhelming and over bearing.............. why don't people just simply say "stop please" -.-




This is not my domain anyway... my domain is videos. NOT photography and drawings. what am I doing here.... I suck at all of it *runs to her video realm* "I'm coming my pretties! I still love you! I didn't leave you!"




I think I'm going to have a bite of of my 85% cocoa chocolate, it's like BOOM to the brain

Love you all my darlings

LOL Okay, I just had to say something, my rabbit Loppy just hopping into the living room, OMFG she is so cute ARGH. The expression on her face when I start to stare at her LOL she is SO cautious LOL. I think I'm just going to go stare at her now lol. Silly rabbit...
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It is a rainy day. My sister has my umbrella somewhere, but I thought "It's okay, I won't get that wet and I am wearing a lot of warm clothes" wow, I was quite wrong. The rain is VERY cold today and the wind is strong.
So I now have a headache.

I am thinking of more poems. Though the things that come to mind are so much different than they were during my angry angsty teenage days... More philosophical, more learned, not so... broken hearted pathetic crying your heart out kind of things.

I didn't bring my headphones, but I thought it was okay because I remembered to bring my book today. Instead I just sat idly on the bus watching the same old world go by, I haven't done that in a long while. It is still rather boring, the same old same old is just boring...

Maybe I am just feeling this way because it is dark, grey, rainy and cold. I cannot enjoy the rain until I get home. Now I cannot see it from where I am in this institutional like stone building >.<

hehehe, had to be the head of the Russian discussion today, and I took a picture of my REDICULOUSLY big spelling on the black board, I will send the picture to my dear Avina, she will think I am a nut but I thank her for the vocabulary

My neck is still very stiff from yesterday, so it is hard to turn it which makes doing anything hard, especially trying to look upward to take pictures >.< Oh well, there is not much good to see today anyway. HOORAY though I have Tuesday and Thursday off from work!!!! (unless I get called in) I cannot believe I do not have work until Saturday, I now have time to do things! I will work on my drawings more, and try and get more letters too and try and catch up with her. The only difficulty with this is that she will be busy... which makes me wish I were busy, so that I wouldn't have to sit around bored and doing nothing Ah well.

I hope today goes well for you all I love you all to death!

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Later~

MWAHAHA.

Okay, so last semester, before winter, I saw someone come out of one of our building’s lecture auditoriums while I was sitting at a nearby study area. I saw that he had long beautiful red hair (strawberry blonde to be precise). Hehehe, lower back long red hair <3. I have never seen a red head have hair so long. I had hoped that I would somehow see his face some time if I spotted that long red hair. Well, I came out of my other class just now, and lo and behold, long red hair, the same, tall and ……. ^.^…….I said to my friend “No way, I recognize that hair”. Anyway, he faced toward my friend and I and I said I had been wanting to see his face, but I could not see him clearly at all because he was at the other end of the hallway… I was rather disappointed, I tried to make it very discreet that I happened to be discussing him and very openly looking his way, but there were so many people in the hallway that my friend and I had to look between them, so it was not so obvious that I was looking directly at him. He left the hallway, then I did (making a stop before my next class) though that is the way I must go to my next class, his way. When I came back down the hall he was there again (must’ve spotted that I had been looking at him -.-) and sort of turned toward the wall as I went by. I was SO frustrated. BLAST. Will I never get to see his face? >.< I hope I will get to see him again…

First and only day off again in a week..

No one to talk to, no e-mails nor messages.
I am bored. Then sun is down, there's nothing to do.

Avina, where are you today?

I read a comic someone sent me, I read it twice already, and I e-mailed them 3 times today........ They're going to think I am such a nut bar when they open their inbox and see e-mails from me 3 times LOL... I just had to e-mail them again when I read it because the comic is hilarious and I had to tell them over and over lol.

I feel like I've been having my head bit off lately... There's people I want to make friends with but... then I think I should just leave them alone. They have many friends. They don't need me too.

I woke up much to early this morning, so I was irritable and out of it.

There is nothing good on TV and I haven't been able to find "Homeland" since Wednesday FRIG. FRIG FRIG FRIG.... At least I could be reading the book, where the heck did I put it? This happens ALL THE TIME. I always lose the things that I constantly carry around with me... WAIT... I think I put it in the truck. AHA. I am going to go look there right now!


3mins later~ Okay, no, it wasn't in the truck. Though I had vaguely remembered setting it on my beandbag chair (which resides on my bed and against my wall) Which I use to kind of curl up into when I sleep. It did indeed slide between my bed and the wall while I slept last Thursday night. Hehehe, I am actually rediculously happy that I found it and I am abandoning the internet to go read it now XD

I hope you are all doing well. Maybe I will send some wish notes to you all To wish you well because I love you all dearly



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