We had a nice sunrise this morning for about 5 minutes and then it disappeared behind the clouds. I took a couple frantic pictures, and then I was right, it was gone before I could've used something to stabilize my camera (I don't think I've even used a tripod yet... only for video...)

ACK it's another snow day... For my sister >.< NOT me... SO here I am, at the university, unless the storm gets really bad, because then I will have to go home, but there are no windows where I am sitting, so I can't see...

I'm going to think about doing Avina's comic today.
I started my dragon pic last night, she needs bigger arms/legs... Though it's turning out pretty well! I knew I had a talent for dragons! MWAHAHAHA >.< Experience The Dragon Awesomeness!

Anyway... going to go... read... No, play Runescape... MWAHAHA.



no sun today...

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Me"awwww this is why I love you *glomps*"
Mashka"XD Because I'm honest?"
Me"because you make me feel better"
Mashka"YAY"
Me"I get all worried and stuff but you are the sun lol"
Mashka"Haha, me the sun? I'm definately nearing its roundness"

For the love of God, Mashka I love you HAHAHA lmao LOL ROFL. If I weren't at university I would definately be Rofl'ing.
*snicker* OH dear, classes will be interesting, what with me randomly laughing and all in the middle..

THE SUN IS OUT so I am going to go get my sketchbook and draw in front of the big window we have in the living room YAY sun sun sun.

I am SO excited now, oh, but I will be drawing until sunset!
I slept WAY to long today (my only day off in a week) longer than I care to admit (though my Journal update time will be a slight give away)

OH! I want to start my dragon picture today. If I do it well enough then it will be worth buying Photoshop for OH dear, much too excited I must hurry up and start drawing!

I had too many dreams last night, I woke up with a headache. UGH the dreams were really dark and ... well... stressful mostly as well as wonderfully frightening X3 Dreams like I have never had before you know? Though I dreamt of taking pictures of people standing on the beams of unfinished bridges, I have been dreaming of unfinished/decrepit bridges for about a year now, and I HAVE NO IDEA why... They are beautiful in my dreams, I don't know why my dreaming self has such a fondness for these structures, though my awake self does not even think of bridges! It is so strange! What a strange dream, I even dreamt of people I have NEVER ever seen before! Entire groups of my 'friends' that don't exist in my awake life! It was completely different from my usual dreams! Anyway, light is fading gotta hurry up and do some drawing!

~A couple minutes later

Okay, took an ibuprofen, let the drawing commence!

Alright. I have work in an hour...

I will probably update my journal after that. I am a little worried about work today, I will try not to frustrate my friend that I'll be working with... It seems that every time I work with her and it gets really busy, I make more mistakes in that time then I do the rest of the month!!! And she gets frustrated... though I don't take it to heart, she is just too uptight at work and I'm not haha.

I can't wait to look at more of 's artwork today I tried to look at more last night but I was so tired! I will eventually get through all of them X3


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~Later

Okay.

I had an AWESOME day. I talked to Ryan so much! (only select few actually know who this is) and I found out that he writes fantasy stories! One of them is 180 pages long! I can't even imagine that, that is a thick novel if it went from full letter size paper to novel size paper! I also learned that he owns The Thousand Orcs (which I was going to buy on Friday) I love how he loves orcs, LOL he's SO adorable when he geeks out ^.^ I wish I had a picture of him on here... :3 *sigh* maybe one day I will dress him up and take picture of him, he would be so handsome! He has the cutest smile, and .... oh I am on a cloud right now. We talked about DnD and I told him how I was almost always either a female orc or a female Drow Elf and he told me about his characters, his imagination is wonderful. He is ALWAYS happy and everyday that I ask him how he is he smiles and tells me "fantastic" and then we talk about maybe a couple of the latest things for five minutes (if we're lucky)

La lala. Sometimes I forget what he is like and that I like him so much because I don't see him much at all! I only see him maybe once or twice a week and that is at work, meaning I may only share a couple words with him. Luckily today I spoke with him for a half an hour!!! and we spoke so much, unfortunately he was still on the job and I had just gotten off of my shift
Oh dear. I could talk about him forever. I had better stop now LOL.

I got to see Terry (my friend who I've asked to model for me ) because she was coming on the shift after me, though she told me it would be hard for her to be in touch with me because she has a stalker(this is just how awesome she is LOL, she even has a stalker lol, but I do feel awful and want him to disappear) and mostly stays at home because he harasses her if he sees her out in daylight though we will talk on msn and then probably hang out and play video games!!!! her Ryan and I could all get together and play video games, oh this is so great! My hopes are too high haha... There are a lot of things Terry can't do because of this stalker guy, it's frightening, I got to hear a lot of stalker stories today.

I am thinking I might make Transformer chocolates for Ryan for valentines, he is, of course, working on valentines (he'd rather work than stay home alone because he dislike that day ) so I will probably have to take them to him while he is at work I don't know if I'll make more than one chocolate or one big one HAHAHA Oh dear, here I go WAY too happy right now. I think I'm going to go.... I don't know, OH, read Homeland.

Some people may not understand how important it is to me to be reading something. I read Garth Nix's "Shade's Children" back in October and I had read his Abhorsen trilogy (before it was a trilogy) beginning three years ago. It's been a long time since I read a series, so this is VERY important to me because I have lost all my interest in anything I used to enjoy, and buying a book (I hade bougt Shade's Children a year before I actually read it) and then reading it the same day is something I haven't done in years! Reading it and ABSOLUTELY GEEKING OUT FROM EVERY PAGE! I love this book! ARGH I am so mad! I have picked up that book every single time I went to the book store but then put it back, now I can't believe I didn't buy it years ago! I am SO happy to finally be able to read and stay in a book. It nearly brings me to tears that is how important this is to me. I don't think anyone understands...

This is a good day

Love you all and sending my pretty little friend <--

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This is what happens when I am a hold of a camera, I take pictures of EVERYTHING! I have lost all the pictures that I used to take in the old days (four years ago and older) that used to actually have conceptual meaning T.T ... The old ones were taken with a film camera and the pictures and film are all lost/thrown away. SO, Today I think I'll be taking meaningless pictures(erm, actually they mean a lot to me, but not to anyone else haha), until I get a hold of a random friend who would help me fulfill my many rather different photography desires...

Avina would, but she lives 2000 Km's away from me, my old friends would, but they live 4000 Km's away from me, my sister might but she has a boyfriend and school -.- Yeah, would but she is married and has a life and lives far away too... Yeah that's about everyone...

I am thinking I might pull a random pretty person off the street and be like, "Do this for me for one second" I actually passed a pretty looking guy while I was on the bus and I nearly had the nerve to jump off the bus and go over to him HAHA This is why I don't have friends ... I freak people out before I even know their name ... Even though I'm so shy, I am SO spontaneous that it scares people because I still like to have fun even though I am so shy... but some people are too closed minded to be spontaneous

I have NO concept of social skills at ALL. I fail at meeting people, I just freak them out because I don't know how to talk to people! Not to mention people are a little wary of me because of the way I dress, I wear bandana's (I'm wearing one today...) and that's too different for my surrounding Square people... I wear lace gloves, and that's too different, I wear spikes, and that's too different... People suck -.- They need to lighten up It's the comfort zone, they are missing life because they still reside in their rather dim comfort zone... TOO RESERVED go *shoo shoo* get out there! Go dance on the sidewalk with a friend! Let it out! ARGH! Go absorb life and the surroundings! This is why people keep away from me My ideas are too different not like I care...

I need to get back to paying attention to Russian Class...

ACK the guy across from me is staring at me, it's distracting me from listening to the poems being read... I will refrain from making eye contact, AWKWARD!

I am going to put a sun here, because there is no sun out today

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Well. Despite being a little embarassed about some things I am in a GREAT mood.

(this is edited to be at the top of my journal though I wrote about Leah later in the day)
OMG OMG OMG I just found a girl who I knew at my old school in Saskatchewan! She's the only Leah Keeler that I know lol and I knew she was an artist (her and I had Garfield in common lol) but now I'm SO excited to find her here on Deviant!! I'm excited but I don't know if she will remember me at all, she was in a grade younger than mine X3 her and I also used to be friends with the same girl named Whitney (who I sat with on the bus everyday) Leah was the only one who I talked to in the grade younger than me lol, we got along well, I wish we'd kept in touch when I moved away 5 years ago, I know I always would see her in my friends yearbooks and be like "awww.... It's Leah, I wonder how she is now?" X3

Yay, Idea for a Dragon picture, titled either "Dragon Tears" or "The Death of my Rider"

and I came up with a composition that I was singing all day at work, then forgot it, THAT"S IT, I AM TAKING MUSIC SHEETS TO WORK! So I can write down the composition before I forget it!

Work was, well, AWESOME... though I don't know if anyone else sees it that way.
A woman came in and handed me a swiss franc in her change, as I was counting I spotted it and asked her if she wanted it back, she had never seen a swiss franc before. Now I wish I'd kept it -.- I LOVE switzerland it's my favorite country. I think I love it more than Russia!!!!! You know what, I should put my swiss pics on here... I took some REALLY sweet ones!!! I mean, we were on Mt. Lucerne on a SUNNY day!!! SUN! In LUCERNE! Yeah, it was just awesome, did some bird feeding. (<--love this emote too much)

Anyway. Yes, I must put my Venice pictures and my Austria pictures here as well.

Oh man, today just went good, I think I get the best customers! I love serving coffee & donuts & sandwiches <3 I hope I have this job for the next 3 years until I graduate because this is the best pre-career job ever!

Yay, today was a good day and I don't know why! How come it was a good day even though I had to wake up so early?...

hrm, didn't take my camera to the city again today but oh well, it was kind of an ugly day anyway

I am too tired to go on, to bed it is then.

<3
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